| Location | Birmingham |
| Age | 16 years |
| Cause of Death | Road Traffic Collision |
| Date of Birth | 16/04/1988 |
| Date of Death | 09/10/2004 |
| Visitors | 22,228 since 07/02/2007 |
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****** PLEASE READ******** 15/11/09 I'M ON HOLIDAY FOR 2WKS SO I WONT BE LIGHTING CANDLES THANK YOU
FOR LOOKING AFTER MY TONI YOU AND YOUR ANGEL ARE IN MY THOUGHTS*********
** Written By Toni's Best Friend Rachel Haycox **
I Just Want To Thank Each And Every One Of You Who Visit Toni's Page, Leave Tributes, Light Candles,
And Leave Pictures, It Means So Much To Me So Thanx Again Love Always Michelle X
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Toni Was Tragically Taken From Us All On The Night Of October 9th 2004. Toni Was Waiting For A Bus
To Take Her To Our Friends Birthday Party When A Drink-Driver In A Transit Van Ploughed Into The
Bustop She Was Waiting At. Toni Died Straight Away And Was Pronounced Dead At The Scene.She Was Only
16 Years Old. She Had Just Started Her A-Levels, Had Her Whole Life In Front Of Her! Its Been Nearly
Two And A Half Years Since She Passed Away, And It Doesn't Seem To Of Got Any Easier. I've Had To
Watch Her Little Sister Simone, Grow Up Without This Wonderful, Beautiful Person In Her Life, Who
Would Of Been Giving Her Little Sister Advice About Boys And How To Do Her Make-Up Properly. It Just
Isn't Fair. Toni's Wonderful Mom, Michelle, What Can I Say! What An Amazing Women! She Is Just So
Incrediably Brave. She's Like My Second Mom, Has Always Been There For Me, Even When Her Beautiful
Daughter Was Alive. I Can't Believe Its Been Two And A Half Years Since I Last Saw Or Spoke To Toni.
I Never Even Got A Chance To Say Goodbye To My Best Friend, Who I Grew Up wWth For 7 Years. I'd Do
Anything To See Her Again. She Meant The World To Me, She Was Like My Sister, We Always Had
Something To Natter On About, We'd Sit On The Phone For Hours Even Though I Might Of Been Seeing Her
The Same Day!! Lol! What I'd Do To Have My Beautiful Angel Back!! I'd Do Anything!! So, Toni, iI
Your Reading This From Heaven, Please Remember How Much I Miss You, And I Can't Wait Till We Meet
Again In Heaven! I Miss You SSSOOO Much That Words Just Can't Explain The Pain. Your Always In My
Heart Toni! Best Friends Forever! All My Love, Rachel xxxx xxxx xxxx xxxx xxxx
TO THOSE WHO I LOVED
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I leave myself to your memory, with love
I leave my thought, my laughter, my dreams
to you whom I have treasured.
I give you what no thief can steal,
the memories of our times together:
the tender moments,
the successes we have shared,
the hard times that brought us close together and
the road we have walked side by side.
I also leave you a solemn promise
that after I am home in the arms of God,
I will still be present,
whenever and wherever you call on me.
Whenever you are in need, call me;
I will come to you, to be your avenue to God.
And all I take with me as I leave is your love
and the millions of memories of all that we have shared.
So I truly enter my new life as a millionaire.
Fear not nor grieve at my departure,
you whom I have loved so much, for my roots
and yours are forever intertwined.
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MUM PLEASE LISTEN
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Mum, please listen to me,
as i take the time to write.
I see parents struggling daily,
Their pain is such a fight...
All of us who've gone
And left the rest of you behind...
We're ok, Mum,i promise
Heaven is beautiful and God is kind.
You used to tell me that one day
God would call and take you home,
you told me you'd make me strong
so i would stand tall when alone.
But thing's happen, Mum
That does not go in our plans,
I wasn't scared Mum,
When God held out his hand.
I didn't want to leave you
I didn't have time to say good-bye,
When the Angels said ''come with us''
There wasn't time to question why.
I've watched you daily, Mum.
It hurts to see you cry
I dont want you to be unhappy'
Just because we didn't get to say good-bye.
Tell others what i'm telling you
So many parents need to know,
That earth was just a layover
We had another place to go.
I know you miss me, Mum
I know your heart was broken in two.
But God really needed me
Because my earthly life was through.
I'm always alongside you...
I smile and touch your hair.
I whisper''Mum, i love you''
You just can't see me there.
I'm the one that gently touches you
On your shoulder when you're sad,
Im happy that you've finally found
God again, and are no longer mad.
Tell the parents, Mum for me
That all of us kids are okay.
God has plans for our lives
When he called us home that day.
I love you, Mum, I always will
And remember i'm not far away
We're going to be together again
When God calls out your name.
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I SHALL REMEMBER YOU
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I shall remember you for as long
as there are fields of snow
and there are flowers in the ground
with strength to grow.
As long as there are stars above
and moonbeams on the sea,
and just as long as there are songs
of love and memory.
I shall remember you today
and dreams of you tonight,
and look for you tomorrow when
the sun begins to light.
Whatever season, month or year,
this much will be the same,
the only sound of joy will be,
the mention of your name.
I shall remember you for as long
As there are earth and sky.
And all eternity
may take to say good bye.
James Metcalfe
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TO THOSE WE LOVE
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Since we parted, you have been sharing so much of us with those around you. The memories are so fresh and real. You hold on to us so tightly in your hearts - where we shall always be
Your concern has always been for us, but we wonder how you are doing. You will never know all of the prayers that have been prayed for you, the tears that have been shed over your grief and the concern that has been shown for you in a multitude of ways, but we find it so comforting to know you haven't been left alone.
Please know that we are not alone, either. The death that hurt you the most has given me the gift of eternal life. God's promises have been fulfilled in us. When we left you, God was there, waiting, just as He promised. We're surrounded by perfect love. Never let anyone tell you God doesn't exist. If you need to be mad at Him for awhile, that's okay; He can handle it. But never let hate, anger or bitterness fuel you emotions. Talk to Him and let him talk to you. Listen for Him in the voices of the people who love and care about you, and let His Word reassure you that we are doing just fine.
It is comforting to know that you hold us so close while struggling with the prospect of letting us go. You need to know that we will always be together. Eternity is not 'out there,' eternity is now! We have simply moved a little farther ahead of you.
Remember that God never wastes anything - especially love. The love that we shared on earth will be even greater in Heaven. For now, you must rest assured that we are safe in God's perfect love. We would like you to take some of the love you have for us and share it with those around you. You can never run out of love - the more you give away, the more you will have. And let others love you . you are worth loving.
Life is forever. Ours has changed in the twinkling of an eye while yours is changing day-by-day and minute-by-minute. Though your lives will never be the same, that does not mean that they cannot be filled with peace, joy and love. Always look to the future. Don't be afraid of tomorrow - God's already there. Be patient with yourselves. You will make some mistakes, and you will even find yourselves not thinking about 'us' from time to time. That's all right too. All of our needs are being met; you need to take care of you. Hold onto one another, help each other, give hope and love to all you meet.
Above all, be prepared to welcome others into your world of grief and mourning. You are being taught valuable lessons that will need to be passed along. Some will not have your strength, many will not have your faith, and most will feel they are all alone; but all will need the love and understanding only you will be able to give. Now, your pain is the only credential you need to minister to others. When you think of us, never think of us as being alone. Think of us smiling, laughing and enjoying all that god has prepared for us.
Finally, never believe you are alone. Do not focus on what you have lost, but look always at what you have left. You are surrounded by people who love you and care about you. Live with them, love with them, share with them and laugh with them. Make every day a celebration of life - a life that will never end. We will meet again, and until we do, know that we are very proud of you for never giving up.
We love you!
FROM YOUR LOVED ONES IN HEAVEN
Author Unknown
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We just want to say how much we love you and always will we miss you so much we know you are a star in heaven but you were also a star on earth,always shining and glowing with beauty.No one lit up the world quite like you did.You were everyone's ray of sunshine and we know you will be shining down on us forever.
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" I AM IN THE LIGHT "
A shadow of joy flickered; it is me.
I told you I wouldn't leave you
My spirit is with you
My memories, my thoughts
are imbedded deep in your heart.
I still love you.
Do not for one moment think
that you have been abandoned.
I am in the light
In the corner, in the hall, the car,
the yard-these are the places I stay with you.
My spirit rises every time you pray for me,
but my energy comes closer to you.
Love does not diminish, it grows stronger
I am the feather that finds you in the yard,
the dimmed light that grows brighter in your mind
I place our memories for you to see
We lived in our special way, a way that now has its focus changed
I still crave your understanding and long for the
many words of prayer and good fortune for my soul.
I am in the light.
As you struggle to adjust without me,
I watch you silently
Sometimes I summon up all the strength
of my new world to make you notice me
Impressed by your grief,
I try to impress my love deeper into your consciousness
As you should, I call out to the Heavens for help
You should know that the fountain of youth does exist
My soul is now healthy.
Your love sends me new found energy
I am adjusting to this new world.
I am with you and I am in the light
Please don't feel bad that you can't see me.
I am with you whereever you go
I protect you, just as you protected me so many times
Talk to me and some how I will find a way to answer you
When you feel despair, reach out to me. I will come
My love for you, truly does transcend
from Heaven to Earth
Finish your life with the enthusiasm
and zest you had when we were
together in the physical sense.
You owe this to me,
but more importantly you owe it to yourself
Life continues for both of us
I am with you because I love you and I am in the Light.
Author Unknown
MY BELOVED ANGEL
Each day I wake up from a terrible dream,
Only to find the world has changed.
I go to your room; your things are still there
Your toys, your medals and your favorite bear.
The scent of you lingers, the smell of your hair
Memories of you, I find, are everywhere
Your precious books are stacked by the bed
And tissues that captured your tears as you read
Your paintings and drawings still hang on the wall
Collections of seashells and rocks from the beach
Bring back the memories of the times well spent
How do I go on without you by my side?
To love you to hold you, with smiles and pride.
My heart, it is broken, my dear beloved child
I miss your laughter, your music and your smiles,
All of our dreams of the future will never come true
The 'whys 'and 'if onlys 'endlessly swirl in my head
Please tell me, oh God, I wish I were dead
I want to be with you every second of the day
But Dad and your brothers, they need me to stay
Your friends and your family will never forget,
Your friendship, your love and your gentle kindness
You will live on forever in their hearts and their minds,
I will love you forever my darling, my child.
I AM SO SORRY FOR THE LANK OF CANDLES. I AM STILL NOT FEEL WELL. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT AND WELL WISHES. THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME GET THROUGH MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY. PLEASE PRAY THAT I GET BETTER SOON. I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO. I WILL BE GONE DURING OCT. 22ND THROUGH 27TH. I WILL BE WITH MY BABY ON HIS 1ST ANGELVERSARY. PLEASE KNOW THAT I WILL BE THINKING OF YOUR ANGEL DURING THIS TIME TOO. ALL MY LOVE GLORIA
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME THAT I HAVE THE STRENGTH DURING THIS TIME BECAUSE I STILL FEEL SO LOST WITHOUT MY BABY. XOXO
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.......\__)).........'#'......... ((__/.....Lots of Love Always Linda x x x
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WRITE MY NAME
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Write my name in the clouds
when you reach heavens gate
Tell the angels all about me and
how we used to be
Never forget I love you so and will
hold you in my heart forever.
One day we will meet again
high up in the heavens
Write my name in the clouds to show me
you made it home.
Where gods love will surround you
And the angels surround his thrown
Write my name in the clouds
as a sign from you to me and
never forget even in heaven how
much you mean to me!!!!!!!!!!!!
with love today,tomorrow and always.
Lese Copyright © 2005
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Tributes For This Week 5th October
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FOR MONDAY
Your life was a blessing
your memory a treasure...
You are loved beyond words
and missed beyond measure...
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FOR TUESDAY
You are not forgotten loved one
Nor will you ever be.
As long as life and memory last
We will remember thee.
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FOR WEDNESDAY
We miss you now, our hearts are sore,
As time goes by we miss you more,
Your loving smile, your gentle face,
No one can fill your vacant place.
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FOR THURSDAY
Your touch, your smile,
Was always so tender,
Today, tomorrow,
We will always remember.
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FOR FRIDAY
COMFORT
Surrounded by friends
Yet all alone
The one I loved
God has called home
The hugs of friends
Helps ease the pain
And I know my loss
Is my loved one's gain
But tears now flow
Across my face
As I long for just
One more embrace
Then comfort comes
And I see Christ's face
He hugs my loved one
And I feel God's grace.
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FOR SATURDAY
If Tears Could Build A Stairway
If tears could build a stairway
And memories were a lane
We would walk right up to Heaven
And bring you back again
No farewell words were spoken
No time to say goodbye
You were gone before we knew it
And only God knows why
Our hearts still ache in sadness
And secret tears still flow
What it meant to lose you
No on will ever know
But know we know you want us
To mourn for you no more
To remember all the happy times
Life still has much in store
Since you’ll never be forgotten
We pledge to you today
A hallowed place within our hearts
Is where you’ll always stay
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FOR SUNDAY
FAREWELL
The sand of time are running low
And soon my children I must go
My heart with love for you is filled
But soon its beating must be stilled
I leave no treasures of any kind
Only my love I leave behind
Take it and share it between sister and brother
And always be kind to one another
Weep not beside the grave for me
Don't bring me flowers I cannot see
Only ashes lie neath the cold sod
Just pray that my soul has gone with God
Some of you perhaps may weep
When my eyes are closed in eternal sleep
But try to remember it won't be forever
For God can bring our spirits together
I pray that I go to a world far above
To be with the others that I love
And to wait awhile on that Heavenly plain
Until the day we shall meet again.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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