♥ Toni McCarthy ♥

1988 - 2004
LocationBirmingham
Age16 years
Cause of DeathRoad Traffic Collision
Date of Birth16/04/1988
Date of Death09/10/2004
Visitors22,229 since 07/02/2007
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****** PLEASE READ******** 15/11/09 I'M ON HOLIDAY FOR 2WKS SO I WONT BE LIGHTING CANDLES THANK YOU
FOR LOOKING AFTER MY TONI YOU AND YOUR ANGEL ARE IN MY THOUGHTS*********
** Written By Toni's Best Friend Rachel Haycox **

I Just Want To Thank Each And Every One Of You Who Visit Toni's Page, Leave Tributes, Light Candles,
And Leave Pictures, It Means So Much To Me So Thanx Again Love Always Michelle X

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Toni Was Tragically Taken From Us All On The Night Of October 9th 2004. Toni Was Waiting For A Bus
To Take Her To Our Friends Birthday Party When A Drink-Driver In A Transit Van Ploughed Into The
Bustop She Was Waiting At. Toni Died Straight Away And Was Pronounced Dead At The Scene.She Was Only
16 Years Old. She Had Just Started Her A-Levels, Had Her Whole Life In Front Of Her! Its Been Nearly
Two And A Half Years Since She Passed Away, And It Doesn't Seem To Of Got Any Easier. I've Had To
Watch Her Little Sister Simone, Grow Up Without This Wonderful, Beautiful Person In Her Life, Who
Would Of Been Giving Her Little Sister Advice About Boys And How To Do Her Make-Up Properly. It Just
Isn't Fair. Toni's Wonderful Mom, Michelle, What Can I Say! What An Amazing Women! She Is Just So
Incrediably Brave. She's Like My Second Mom, Has Always Been There For Me, Even When Her Beautiful
Daughter Was Alive. I Can't Believe Its Been Two And A Half Years Since I Last Saw Or Spoke To Toni.
I Never Even Got A Chance To Say Goodbye To My Best Friend, Who I Grew Up wWth For 7 Years. I'd Do
Anything To See Her Again. She Meant The World To Me, She Was Like My Sister, We Always Had
Something To Natter On About, We'd Sit On The Phone For Hours Even Though I Might Of Been Seeing Her
The Same Day!! Lol! What I'd Do To Have My Beautiful Angel Back!! I'd Do Anything!! So, Toni, iI
Your Reading This From Heaven, Please Remember How Much I Miss You, And I Can't Wait Till We Meet
Again In Heaven! I Miss You SSSOOO Much That Words Just Can't Explain The Pain. Your Always In My
Heart Toni! Best Friends Forever! All My Love, Rachel xxxx xxxx xxxx xxxx xxxx


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Linda Kenny (GTS Friend) 4 weeks ago

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Tributes For Week Starting 2nd November

FOR MONDAY

There's a special kind of feeling,
That's meant for you alone,
A special place within our hearts,
That only you can own.

FOR TUESDAY

If only prayers were answered,
& wishes did come true,
Our only wishes with all our hearts,
Would be to still have you

FOR WEDNESDAY

We send this special message
To the heavens up above
Please take care of our precious angels
And give them all our love


FOR THURSDAY

I lit a candle for you today
May it's light reflect my love your way
Now I must go until next time
I will forever keep you, gently on my mind


FOR FRIDAY

Angels

When you were born, an angel smiled,
As you became a child, an angel sat on your shoulder
When you became an adult, an angel held your hand
As you grew old, an angel walked down the road with you,
And, when you died, another angel got their wings.


FOR SATURDAY

Letter From Heaven


To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...
But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said,
"I welcome you."

It's good to have you back again; you were missed
While you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."

God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.

And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,
Remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.


FOR SUNDAY

Reply to "Letter from Heaven"

My Dearest Loved one:

I received your Letter from Heaven,
It made the teardrops fall.
But knowing you’re with God above,
Sweet memories, I will recall.

I know that you are with me,
For I feel your presence near.
And if I listen closely,
Your voice I then can hear.

I know you’re watching o’er me,
As you promised you would do.
And when I feel so saddened,
It’s your letter that sees me through.

When I lay in bed at night,
The day’s chores put to flight,
I truly feel your presence,
Like a warm and glowing light.

The rocky roads you mentioned,
And the hills that I must climb;
I’ve done exactly what you said,
By taking one day at a time.

I’ve tried to help others,
Who are in sorrow and in pain.
And now I am contented,
My day was not in vain.

I’ll lend a hand, as you have said
When someone is feeling low.
I’ll pray for them and be here,
‘Till on their way they go.

And when it’s time for me to go,
To join you in heaven high.
My wings I shall spread wide,
To my home up in the sky.


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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher's Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe (GTS Friend) 4 weeks ago

A Candle Lit With Love ♥♥♥

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Thinking of you today and every day ;;;
love Linda
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Linda Kenny (GTS Friend) October 26, 2009

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Thibutes For Week Starting 26th October


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FOR MONDAY

In our hearts your memory lingers,
Sweetly tender, fond and true,
There is not a day, dear Loved One
That we do not think of you.

FOR TUESDAY

Nothing can ever take away
The love a heart holds dear.
Fond memories linger every day
Remembrance keeps them near.

FOR WEDNESDAY

Looking back with memories,
Upon the path you trod,
We bless the hours we had with you,
And leave the rest with God.

FOR THURSDAY

Those we love we never lose,
For always they will be,
Loved, remembered, treasured,
Always in our memory.

FOR FRIDAY

Memories Of Me

I’d like the memory of me
To be a happy one,
I’d like to leave an afterglow
Of smiles when life is done..

I’d like to leave an echo
Whispering softly down the ways,
Of happy times and laughing times
And bright and sunny days.

I’d like the tears of those who grieve,
To dry before the sun,
Of happy memories that I leave behind
When life is done.


FOR SATURDAY

Separated For Now


Although death has separated us physically,
Faith and love have bound us eternally.
Though we cannot see you,
We know you are here.
Though we cannot touch you,
We feel the warmth of your smile,
As we begin a new chapter in our lives.

Today we pause to reflect upon
Those who have shaped our character,
Molded our spirits and touched our hearts.
May the lighting of this candle be a
Reminder of the memories we have shared,
A representation of the everlasting
Impact you have made upon our lives.


FOR SUNDAY

A Special Gift

You were a gift sent straight from Heaven.
Given to us from God above.
We didn't know how much you would teach us
About the meaning of true love...

For true love sometimes means letting go
Of someone precious and dear.
That is what we were forced to do...
Although we wanted to keep you here!!!

However, this is quite a selfish wish.
One we know we should ignore...
But, sweet Angel, we truly do believe
That God must have needed you more...

Perhaps to be an Angel now,
Full of wisdom and love...
Watching over those of us who love you
From the shining stars above.

We miss you more than you can know.
You will never be replaced...
In our hearts and memories forever,
Will be your sweet and innocent sleeping face.



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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum

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Marie-Angela Rowe (GTS Friend) October 25, 2009

luv always x

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Our angels send us kisses from heaven above
They float down to earth with lots of love
The kisses they send us are filled with love
Especially from our angels above
So if you receive a kiss on your face
It's from your angel
That no one could replace
Just look up to the sky
And blow a kiss back
For your love for your angel
Shall never lack

Lynne October 25, 2009

thinking of u xxx

How We Survive

If we are fortunate,
we are given a warning.

If not,
there is only the sudden horror,
the wrench of being torn apart;
of being reminded
that nothing is permanent,
not even the ones we love,
the ones our lives revolve around.

Life is a fragile affair.
We are all dancing
on the edge of a precipice,
a dizzying cliff so high
we can't see the bottom.

One by one,
we lose those we love most
into the dark ravine.

So we must cherish them
without reservation.
Now.
Today.
This minute.
We will lose them
or they will lose us
someday.
This is certain.
There is no time for bickering.
And their loss
will leave a great pit in our hearts;
a pit we struggle to avoid
during the day
and fall into at night.

Some,
unable to accept this loss,
unable to determine
the worth of life without them,
jump into that black pit
spiritually or physically,
hoping to find them there.

And some survive
the shock,
the denial,
the horror,
the bargaining,
the barren, empty aching,
the unanswered prayers,
the sleepless nights
when their breath is crushed
under the weight of silence
and all that it means.

Somehow, some survive all that and,
like a flower opening after a storm,
they slowly begin to remember
the one they lost
in a different way...

The laughter,
the irrepressible spirit,
the generous heart,
the way their smile made them feel,
the encouragement they gave
even as their own dreams were dying.

And in time, they fill the pit
with other memories
the only memories that really matter.

We will still cry.
We will always cry.
But with loving reflection
more than hopeless longing.

And that is how we survive.
That is how the story should end.
That is how they would want it to be.

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Lynne October 23, 2009

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The Lord needed a flower
and that flower was you
so he picked you up from down here
and up and up you flew ~~

He planted you in his garden
he said 'You'll stay here now with me'
and there you'll stay away from harm
the prettiest flower you'll always be

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Linda Kenny (GTS Friend) October 22, 2009

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Karen Barnfield October 21, 2009

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Our angels send us kisses from heaven above
They float down to earth with lots of love
The kisses they send us are filled with love
Especially from our angels above
So if you receive a kiss on your face
It's from your angel
That no one could replace
Just look up to the sky
And blow a kiss back
For your love for your angel
Shall never lack


copyright Jackie Thomas 21/06/09.

Rose Anderson (Friend) October 21, 2009

morning precious angel xxx

To a Angel so loved xxxx

I'm sending you this Angel
with hopes for dreams all night.
She's bringing her Special Blanket
to wrap you in all tight.
It's made with Love and Stardust
and Magic through and through
to help you sleep very soundly
and awaken just like new.

So close your eyes and see her
floating near your side,
she's there to tuck you in, dear Friend,
for a dreamy sleep filled ride.
You are so precious and so loved
and God watches over you every day.
Just remember your Good Night Angel
is only a thought away.

Blessings to you...

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ANGEL
Forever in our hearts and thoughts

Lynne October 21, 2009
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